07. lookat me – vect текст песни

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so many days i wanted to die & see what happens if there’s another side
i imagine it’ll be the same but can’t be sure
’cause i’m living with visions but life’s a blur
my breathing is torture don’t wanna be here anymore
don’t wanna try anymore i shouldn’t of been born
’cause nothing for me’s clear confusion won’t disappear
i look at myself & slam my fist in the mirror
things aren’t changing nothing really does
what it is is what it is it won’t stop driving me nuts
so many times i aimed my gun to my head
but i got music to make & that kept me refrained
i’m alone it hurts but that’s the way it is
i can hardly trust anyonе with giving me sh*t
life’s a bad dream that i’m trying to awakеn
try to make the right choices with no hesitation

everything i attempt i end with failure
h*ll yeah i’ma loser but 1 that tries, but why?
dreams constantly torture me when i rest my head
i help so many plus i’m hardly respected or remembered
i’d like to take you down when i fell i can tell you can’t endure this hurt i have to breathe
once you’ve lost this much you can maybe see how it feels to be me
judged on dissed on ripped on my good side? it’s gone!
so many made what they see when they look at me
but i’m to blame? so much hate from the sound of my name
i got nothing but a voice that i wanna spread
over every piece of land till it enters your head
don’t you touch me! & don’t pretend like you know
you don’t know all the hurt that burned my soul
lookat me
look through the smoke & observe me close
being comprehended’s just like seeing a ghost
how long will it last? i no longer ask
trust is a disease that i’m ridding fast

never been good at anything except the mic
without it in my life i can’t accept this fight
all i can depend on is music & myself
i get so mad when people think i deny help
you got it backwards got no factors it’s help i don’t get
when i do it’s not long enough to soak in
people think i’m so complicating i don’t have a clue how
i explain it till my brain is blew out
i been built on lies for years
people dismissing & judging hating me for low reasons or nothing
i just wanna make as many tracks that i can
then die ’cause there’s nothing for me after that
sick of being tossed from a job
i ain’t sk!lled at much except rockin’ it hard
i find no solace cuz i been lookin so long
why torture myself? i let go from holdin’ on

- vect текст песни